He Doesn’t Even Know

He Doesn’t Even Know

Oh, Lord, my Lord!

You told me “Mark”.

I long to share with him

The Light of Jesus’ spark!

What is it that hinders me?

When I see him the smoke to swallow

My heart hurts bitterly

How he is gripped in sin to wallow.

He doesn’t even know that

He’s one of Satan’s countless slaves

When his deceitful heart

Another cigarette it craves.

I saw Jesus’ nailed pierced hand,

As lighting a cigarette
Mark’s hand trembled.

He doesn’t even know that

His soul is being strangled.

The sinful desires of the flesh

He’s fast to satisfy.

Wouldn’t he let Jesus’ blood

His heart to purify?

How is he gonna let Him?

How is he gonna know?

Is there somebody there

Who’s going to show?

To show him the Truth, the Life, the Light

To show him the Way out

To help him get spiritual sight

Out of the bondage of sin’s drought!

He is dying for Living Water

Sadly came again my self’s fears

The burden of my family not saved

My poison this smoke mirrors.

I’m just observing…

Mark’s dying in sinful smoke.

“What if my parents get to know?”

This question attacks me, to choke.

Should I preach salvation in Jesus?

Is it I that is going to show?

But how!? When I’m afraid that mom

the Bible in the trash will throw?

O, Lord, my Lord, show me Your will!

Am I not made perfect in love?

To remove fear…

I want to be innocent as dove.

Yet, wise as a serpent.

To break the devil’s scheme.

Mark doesn’t even know…

May the Light be not just a beam!

May Holy Almighty Convicting Fire

Burn brightly steadily within Mark!

May he know and be set free

In the Light that’s not just a spark.

O LORD, You gave me the answer!

Like You, I need to be meek.

Thank You, dear LORD for revealing!

I take no thought,
for the Spirit of my Father shall speak!!

~ Viki

October 21, 2007

SONday, at work, KS

 

~Jeremiah 17:9, 1 John 4:18~

~Matthew 10:16-22 ! !~

~Matthew 11:29-30~

Desolation

Desolation

How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered Himself without spot to God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God?

- Hebrews 9:14

 

I feel away

Crying and breaking forth

As if the others are at far south

I - at the distant north

In my desolation

I gladly rejoice.

It seems the others

Make a religious choice.

Are they directed by law?

Is it just what my mind thinks?

Or is God revealing?

Is it what the Holy Spirit leads?

Is it wrong to say

That easy is Jesus’ yoke

When in the Lamb’s blood

We always choose to soak?

But do we choose?

It’s definitely hard to yield

For we love ourselves

In religious thorn-filled field.

Yet – is it hard? –

When we hate ourselves

Follow Jesus’ sayings

In sacrificial praise.

Cast your burdens on the Lord

The way is truly narrow

But please! Do not fall

Into religion – shallow.

Righteous only in Jesus’ sacrifice

The gate’s strait

Let the Holy Spirit move

For our GOD IS GREAT!

What does it mean

Ourselves to deny?

Religious reasoning makes me

Again in desolation to cry!

Preaching Jesus Christ and Him crucified

Will either harden heart or it’ll break

Bringing to ashes

All self-righteousness – fake

So is it easy to deny self?

His commandments – not grievous

Or is it hard to stop

The ‘do this & that’ cycle vicious?

Not grievous

For Jesus said: “It is finished.”

Are we purged in the Lamb’s blood?

Why is the Holy Fire diminished?

Is the object of our faith right?

Are we living sacrifices?

Nothing but Jesus Christ and Him crucified!

God’s grace suffices.

It’s easy when to the Holy Spirit

Our hearts we do not harden

But let them break and be filled

Grow Living Water garden

Do we realize that we’re placed

In Jesus’ death, burial and resurrection?

I’m crucified with Christ

Breaking forth and crying in desolation.

~ Viki, October 4, 2007, KS

~Isaiah 54:1/Galatians 4:27, Romans 6, 7, 8~

~Galatians 2:19-21, Matthew 11:28-30, John 12:25~

~Luke 9:23-24, Psalm 54:6, Matthew 7:14, Psalm 55:22~

~1 Peter 5:6-7, Matthew 13:7, 22, Romans 6:16, Romans 10:4~

~Romans 1:17, Romans 3:22-25, Philippians 3:9, 1 Corinthians 2:2~

~1 John 5:3, John 19:30, Matthew 3:11, Romans 12:1~
~2 Corinthians 12:9~

~1 Corinthians 2:5à1:18, 1 Thessalonians 5:19, Hebrews 3, 4, Ephesians 5:18-19~

God’s Daughter

God’s Daughter

To a special friend- you have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but you have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. - Romans 8:15

What should I say

When you say: “don’t wanna exist”?

Did you forget that

Through the trials you are to persist?

Do you remember how

Through the storms you’ve sung

Praises to your Adonai

Knew the power of speaking in tongue

Jesus would say:

“Where is your faith?”

Did you forget that

Your Lord is the Great?

Jesus pulls you

Through every trouble

Do not give in to

The devil’s tricks- so subtle!

Greater is He that is in you!

Give Him a joyful song

Sacrifices of praise

When all seems so wrong

Whoever the Son sets free

Is free indeed!

Lean on the everlasting arms of love

Every time you are in need!

Always look at the cross of Calvary

When the devil makes you falter

Receive God’s love eternal

Know you are His dear daughter!

~ Viki, KS, September 23, 2007

~Romans 5:3-5, 1 Peter 1:6-8, 1 Peter 4:12-14, John 16:33~
~Acts 14:22, John 14:27, 2 Corinthians 4:7-9, 2 Corinthians 1:3-5~
~Psalm 107:28-30, Luke 8:22-24, Acts 16:24-26~
~1 Corinthians 14:4, 14-15~
~Jude 1:20-21, Acts 1:8, Acts 4:31, Matthew 14:25-32, Luke 8:24-25~
~Psalm 48:1, Ephesians 6:10-18, 2 Corinthians 2:10-11, 1 John 4:4~
~Psalm 81:1, Psalm 95:1-2, Psalm 54:6, 1 John 4:10, Psalm 27:6~
~John 8:36, Hebrews 4:15-16, Romans 8:35-39~
~1 Corinthians 2:5/1:18~

What Could Have Been?

What Could Have Been?

I’m wondering

What could have been?

I want to be Your witness

Show me things unseen!

He came in the chapel

With You I was alone

He was probably seeking

To pray at Your throne

Greeting friendly

I just said “Hello!”

Should I have let

Living Water flow?

Later, I saw a girl

Sitting, reading the Bible

I somehow thought

She’s another disciple

I talked with her to see

If she loves You, Lord, with her all

Sadly, all I sensed is

She’s not even hearing Your call

What could have been?

If I shared how Your love burns

I could have witnessed

How to You another soul turns.

~ Viki

September 17, 2007, at school

Wichita State University campus

~Acts 1:8, Jeremiah 33:3, John 7:38-39, Luke 10:27~

~Luke 24:32, Romans 2:4, Acts 26:18, Romans 10:13-17~

That None Should Perish

That None Should Perish

So many souls

From You, Lord, they hide

Hardened, veiled

Not wanting You to guide

“Thinking for myself”

Creates another smartelic theory

Their souls are perishing

The devil’s attacks are fiery

If they don’t believe Jesus is the I AM

They’ll die in their sins.

We’re more than conquerors in Christ

Jesus- the only One who wins

Just like the LORD did

In prayer, we’re solitary

Devoting all to the Almighty

While others love the temporary.

Here are we, the others are there.

It seems so separate.

So distant I feel-

For You, so few are desperate

GOD IS willing that none should perish

But that all come to repent

Turn from darkness to light

Be Bride with spotless garment.

~Viki

September 16, 2007, SONday, KS

~Genesis 3:8, John 12:37-41, Hebrews 3:13, Romans 9:17-18~
~2 Corinthians 4:3-4, Ephesians 4:17-19, John 3:36, 1 John 5:12~
~John 3:16-20, Ephesians 6:16, John 8:24, Romans 8:37~
~2 Corinthians 2:14-16, Ephesians 1:19-23, Colossians 2:14-15~
~Matthew 14:23, Matthew 6:6, Luke 9:23-24, Luke 14:33~
~1 John 2:15-17, John 15:19, 2 Corinthians 6:16-18, 1 Peter 2:11~
~Psalm 42:1, 2 Peter 3:9, John 12:46, Acts 26:18, Romans 13:12~
~2 Corinthians 4:6, 2 Corinthians 6:14, Ephesians 5:6-14, 1 Peter 2:9~
~1 John 1:5, 1 John 2:9, Revelation 2:5, Revelation 2:16~
~Revelation 2:21-22, Revelation 3:3, Revelation 3:19, 2 Peter 3:14~
~Revelation 21:2, 9-11, Isaiah 61:10, 1 Peter 4:17-18, Revelation 7:14~

Like an Eagle to Soar

Like an Eagle to Soar

I’m so tired

I need to sleep

Cuddle in the Shepherd

A faithful sheep

I’m weak

I have no power

Waiting on the Lord

Christ- my strong tower

When He’s all my strength

Like an eagle I’ll mount

Above the situations

The cost to follow I’ll count

To follow the Lord of lords

By faith and not by sight

With the whole armor

To win the glorious fight

In this world, not of the world

Not loving my life unto death

Loving the Life with my all

For His glory, give my last breath

They give me headache-

Teachings that are wrong.

Souls in bondage to them…

When I’m weak, You make me strong!

Dying to myself

I need You so much more

Free in Christ

I want like an eagle to soar

~ Viki

August 22, 2007

~Isaiah 40:28-31, Psalm 23, John 10:1-18, Luke 14:26-28~
~2 Corinthians 12:8-10, 2 Corinthians 5:7, Psalm 61:1-4~
~Ephesians 6:11-18, Revelation 12:9-11, 1 Timothy 6:12~
~2 Corinthians 2:14, John 15:18-20, 2 Corinthians 11:1-4~
~Galatians 1:6-12, Luke 9:23-24, Mark 12:30, John 8:36~
~The song “In me” by Casting Crowns~

Friend to Stranger

Friend to Stranger

For we cannot but speak

the things which we have seen and heard.
Acts 4:20
~~~ 2 Timothy 3:1-5 ~~~

There are multitudes

Standing in the pew.

But these who follow Jesus

Are precious very few.

Lord, so few souls

For You they long.

So many are ashamed

To praise You with a song.

He inspired me before,

He used to be a brother.

Now his words, they

The Holy Fire smother.

She wore: “faith”

I thought she is a sister.

But only pride and religion-

I saw a spirit sinister.

Do I talk God’s love too much,

More than show?

Should I be normal,

Better take it slow?

That they love Jesus-

I had a daydream.

I just cannot stop

This Living Water stream!

They have no love for Jesus.

“Talk about something else.”

The Lord’s “too much” for

They enjoy their worldly fest.

What I’ve seen and heard

I cannot but speak.

To make the devil mad,

To silence the religious shriek.

Still to prayer

I need myself to devote.

So souls from Jesus

Would not be remote.

I’m so hurt

Expecting always danger

That another friend

Would turn to be a stranger.

~ Viki

August 13, 2007

~Matthew 7:14, Psalm 42:1, Psalm 28:7~
~Psalm 40:1-4, Psalm 69:30, Psalm 34:1-4~
~2 Corinthians 11:26, Jeremiah 20:9, Luke 9:23-24~
~Romans 10:3, James 4:5-10, Matthew 10:27~
~Mark 16:15, John 7:37-39, Revelation 2:4~
~1 John 2:15-16, Luke 18:1, 2 Timothy 3:1-5~